1. |
Bathroom Floor
02:52
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I just laid on the bathroom floor
I didn't have the energy to do anything else
I just laid on the bathroom floor
It's the only place I could without you finding me
Didn't want you to see me giving up so easily
Its just that life was too much to handle
Just goes to show how pathetically fragile
I can be
I hated being that weak
But no matter how much I fought back
I couldn't forget
Everything that I lacked
Tripped myself up at every turn
And just gave up
I just gave up
But not for long
Yeah, not for long
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2. |
Fuck Me
02:45
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Fuck me and fuck the world
It's a beautiful and shitty place
But nowadays it seems a shitty place from the start
I don't know where to start
And now I'm just really quiet
Trapped in my head
Just going in circles
Relapsing the same depressing thought again
Now I'm
Looking away
Looking so lost
And I'm afraid
That I'm
Starting to see through
The things that you do
And to tell the truth
I can't be bent
Don't you forget
At least not by you
By me?
Well that's a different story
I know I shouldn't be writing this way
But the words fall so easily on the page
Come on you cinic
We talked about this
But the lack of sun is draining me out
My head hasn't hurt like this, nor my chest
For awhile, I'm taking practiced smiles
Left and right, and every word I write
Is supporting my addiction for the tragedies that I like
credits
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Dent
02:24
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I don't mean to say that your just a little
A little too crazy, too gone for me
I just wanna say that your not my friend
Shit, I think I fucked up again
And this
Stupid, fucking auto correct
Think it knows what I'm trying to say
Replacing words that it think is right
But it never really is
Cause I never know myself
And I'm always trying to think like someone else
It's just a mechanism I subconsciously built
Cause I regret leaving that better me I killed
I never really felt that I was any good
To be part of your precious, worthless time
And trust me, I'd love to blame that on you
But there's somethings I gotta take
For myself
I'm always trying to blame
Something on someone else
It's time to be honest with myself
Cause there's something wrong with me
That I never really know
This is what happens when you leave me by myself
Do you like the taste of my degrading skin
That's pouring out of my pours
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4. |
Gatorade Bong
03:40
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Let's take a ride
I'm gone tonight
I think I lost my mind
But that's alright
I've got to ask
Well, where the helll am I?
I know my mind is fried
Let's take it easy
I'm not ready to die
What the fuck is time
It's way too bright
And shut it off
And wake me up
I can't pick myself up
Drag me out
Sing me a lullaby
Or a kiss goodnight
So I'll sleep alright tonight
Bring me some liquid
I could drink my own piss
I feel like I swallowed a knife
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SSRI
04:05
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I saw the horizon set on me
With every taste of anxiety let's make ourselves bleed
And this is gonna be a long night let's drink away the misery and OCD
I'm starting to go deaf, I don't really care if I'll be alright out there
I don't need you, you already left me, I always on my own
You always ignored my call when I was beating my head against a wall
I never thought I'd say this
(So) let's pour some and drink a glass
And listen to NoFX
Just another reject
With nothing to regret
Why do I even bother with putting up with pricks like you
Never had my back from the start and only wasted my time
My best friend is a razor and several bottles of beer
I mix these pills together so I won't have to feel fear
I never thought I'd say this
(So) let's pour some and drink a glass
And listen to NoFX
Just another reject
With nothing to regret
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6. |
I Tried
02:38
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I tried to capture some sun today
But it was too grey to relieve my pain
I tried to break all feelings attached
To what I could lose cause that way
I'd never care, if I lost anything I'm sorry, I'm not built that way
I said I could not
Undo this goddamn knot
On my own
So where were you when I needed a god send
To save my soul
I tried to say that it's no big deal
That it doesn't matter how I feel I tried to figure everything out
Writing songs I don't know what they're about
I said I could not
Undo this goddamn knot
On my own
So where were you when I needed a god send
To save my soul
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7. |
Nothing but Ash
02:36
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Do you ever think about the things you do?
How far must you fall till you learn the abyss bottomless?
Trust me, I know, I fell a long time ago
And eventually got bored of it
Thought there had to be more than this
So I caught myself on a ledge
And slowly started climbing my way back
How weak and pathetic can you get?
Where you give into every low pleasure
And trade every bit of intellect
That you have left
For something so meaningless
Small and temporary
Now you're dumb and all used up
Nothing left but your worthless past
I lost my voice from something that I made
I singed my skin and burned my throat away
I sing these stupid songs in hopes you will learn
From my mistakes and you save yourself some pain
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I feel like shit
But I don't wanna stay this way
So I'll use every bit
Of energy I got
Just to force a smile
Or laugh at a joke
That's not even funny
It doesn't matter as long as I end up happy
I feel like shit
You tell me it's cause I've been
Smoking everyday
But I also haven't slept
Properly in weeks
So it's probably a mixture
Of the two
Plus my tendency to make things worse that they seem
But it's ok
Yeah, everything's alright
Even though right now
I don't feel alive
I don't feel conscious
My body's on autodrive
And i'm just following it around
Now I'm ok
And this time it's true
From now on I'm gonna be brutally honest with you
You were the voice in my head
That held onto reason
Undeterred by the things that I said
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